Back to work full time

So the day has finally come that I had to go back to work full time...I have been dreading this day as much as I have been looking forward to it.

I am ready to be back at work because I operate on a schedule. For those that know me best know that I live by my a calendar! Weather that is the calender on my phone, my work calendar, the semester calendar I carry everywhere with me or the daily planner I use as a to do list...I LOVE CALENDARS! Really, lets be honest I probably need to go to scheduling rehab! So for me to go back to work is a comfort zone, it is a routine.

On the other hand, I am going to miss waking up to my smiling little girl everyday! For those of you who are not parents yet, this is the best thing in the whole world! I'm also going to miss our mid-day cuddle/nap session but most of all being able to watch her every move and know what she is doing at all times.This is one of my other downfalls, not only am I a calendaraholic but I am also a control freak! Again, those closest to me know that I like to be in control of everything around me and this very much includes my daughter! Really, I have a hard time letting anyone else do anything for her because I'm afarid they are not going to do it right. I guess it is time to let go, I'm sure Jason is going to get sick of my calling but for right now I hope he just understand and goes along with me as long as I need that security.

Anyway, first day back at work a success. I only called Jason twice so hopefully it gets easier from here!